Happy New Year!

So 2014 is here!
Where the hell has time gone? It's unbelievable. I graduate this year, time to look for a real, full time job.....scary stuff.
It is also time for me to sit and reflect on the things that have gone wrong this year, and make sure that I do the best I can to make myself a better, more fulfilled person. 
I have depression, it sucks; I'm going to be pretty blunt about that. My mood swings are horrendous, I lash out at my boyfriend and he deals with my outbursts so well; I really don't deserve him. I know I can't change straight away and I know it takes time but this year I want to start fresh and try and realise that I am not on my own, I have people that care about me and I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am. 

This new year was perfect, I spent it with my boyfriend and my parents, just chilling out with a few drinks, watching rubbish TV and having good chats. This time made me appreciate what I do have and I am determined not to let depression beat me this year. I have almost given up so many times but I can be happy, and these happy times are the best. 
I know this is a bit of a random post, but I feel that it is important for people to know the real me. It feels good to get this off my chest.
Happy New Year everyone, I hope 2014 is amazing for all of you!