I'm back!

Hi everybody!
I have been away from my blog for so long! I feel so bad that I haven't had a proper chance to write some new posts but I am pleased to say: I'M BACK!
For good. Just like Take That. Maybe.
So, I am graduating in 5 weeks! Ahhhhhhh! Crazy stuff. I am so stressed about it because I can't find work and my funds are pretty low and I REALLY don't want to rely on my boyfriend or go on bloody job seekers. Hopefully I will find something soon though, I must have applied for at least 100 jobs in the past month. I just want to work :(
Oh, I went to Lanzarote in February/March for a week. Myself and my boyfriend stayed in Puerto del Carmen in an absolutely stunning apartment. This holiday was much needed, I was getting stressed with uni, the weather in England was doing my head in and I really wanted a change of scene. Lanzarote is gorgeous and, to save myself some work explaining what it looks like, here are some pictures:

 Never got below 20 degrees - Perfect!

Excuse 'the body'.....eurgh. 

How gorgeous is that kitchen?

I made a friend, in the form of a cow ride thing. How freakish is that?
Anyway, yes...that was Lanzarote. I would put more pictures on but you REALLY don't want to see some of them (there were a few drunk ones). 
Now I have made you all jealous with my holiday snaps, I will disappear and prepare a post on a few of my new favourite bits of makeup.
Good to be back!
(If you have any questions about Lanzarote btw I will gladly answer them to the best of my ability!)

Happy New Year!

So 2014 is here!
Where the hell has time gone? It's unbelievable. I graduate this year, time to look for a real, full time job.....scary stuff.
It is also time for me to sit and reflect on the things that have gone wrong this year, and make sure that I do the best I can to make myself a better, more fulfilled person. 
I have depression, it sucks; I'm going to be pretty blunt about that. My mood swings are horrendous, I lash out at my boyfriend and he deals with my outbursts so well; I really don't deserve him. I know I can't change straight away and I know it takes time but this year I want to start fresh and try and realise that I am not on my own, I have people that care about me and I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am. 

This new year was perfect, I spent it with my boyfriend and my parents, just chilling out with a few drinks, watching rubbish TV and having good chats. This time made me appreciate what I do have and I am determined not to let depression beat me this year. I have almost given up so many times but I can be happy, and these happy times are the best. 
I know this is a bit of a random post, but I feel that it is important for people to know the real me. It feels good to get this off my chest.
Happy New Year everyone, I hope 2014 is amazing for all of you!